MCT Bustedness

Today during MCT we has to pass up
our Reflection Journal..
And under the "what can be improved in the group?"
Some fucking group mate of mine went
to write "One of my members always walks around
class during lesson, goes to other groups bla bla bla"
And clearly it's directed to ME! I mean can u even
call yourself a GROUP? when you can say things
about your members like that? So what if i walk
around class? So what if im bored? I did nothing
to you, i did not bother you. Even when im going
to talk to friends in other groups, u tell me u all
discussing things?! Fuck la u all talking in chinese,
u all on laptop dont know doing what, i sit down there
also like fucking idiot right. Kanina.
GROUP work means working as a team. U are just fucking
thinking about yourself, your marks, your reputation.
Face reality, this is the real world. Things NEVER would
go your way, we gotta give and take, compromise.
When the MCT thing just started all the backup paperwork,
i was the one fucking contributing so much, giving so many
ideas, but sorry if im not serious enough for you, sorry
if i am not up to your standard. This is how i am, no one is
perfect, we have our flaws and studies is one of them for me.
And even if you want to show that u are doing things and want
to indicate to teacher, just go talk to him, i really dont care.
But u dont have to write it down and specify ONE OF MY MEMBERS
i mean cmon, what kind of trust is this?
Damn man, fuckers.

Can my days get any worse?

These days have been one of the hardest
in my life.. School,Friends,Family,Girls LIFE...

-School: There are people who you are close with
and the ones who are just hi-bye.. Some you think
are good friends, but turn out to be fuckheads. Some
are assholes on the outside, but really nice inside..
Some just has issues, like really mentally retarded
problems, down right insane. Some don't know when to
just grow up and act their age. You know what i mean.

-Friends: Although you know they're there for you
they dont show it, like what used to be an everlasting
thing is now just like normal buddies. That bond has
just disappeared. All like got their own life already.
New friends come, old ones are forgotten.

-Family: Been very rough these days in the house.
Dad is flipping at the slightest things like shoes being
5 degrees off straight, or me coming home 3 mins late.
I mean cmon im 18 dont fucking treat me like im 10.
I've really had enough of taking all the crap. One day
i'll just blow. I told them before, they're lucky i did
not turn out to be like how so many people are,
who dont give a shit bout their parents, who dont
know what is respect, who treat the house like a hotel,
who is out getting drunk and wasting their life. And yet
the slightest things i ask for cannot be given.

-Girls: She's being a bitch. I'm on the verge of breaking
down but it comes to the point where i find it useless?
I dont see the point of wasting my emotions, One day
can make me feel like i mean something, the next day its
like im a stranger. She says she is depressed, i call many
times yet no answer. Ones of these days she'll call me as if
nothing has happened, give the usual, "oh i was busy" thing.
Man what the fuck am i? Some rebound/dustbin kinda thing
Think about other's feelings before absorbing in your dreamland.

New plan!

OK so i got a new plan..
Instead of that downhill bike,
(We all know its too expensive..)

Im going to mod my current bike,

- 32 Fox Float 140mm travel
- White Atomlab Pimplite Rims
- White Atomlab Pimp Pedals
- White Atomlab Pimp Bar
- Front & Rear Red Hope Pro 2 Hubs
- Black/Red Atomlab Brake Levers

DownHill!

Omg im so stressed!
I need money! Lots of it!
I wanna buy my COVE SHOCKER DH BIKE
"Simply Orgasmic"

Mr Mime!

So was trying the complete outfit
for "dress to deSTRESS"
for Thursday at Ngee Ann Poly

And seriously it looks
KICKASS man!

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This is Karl's pose..












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And this is mine!

Thursday is going to be KICKASS!

The JABBAWOCKEEZ are going to rock
Ngee Ann poly on Thursday at 6pm
WOOHOO! hahahaha

Mime: Shaakir
Breakdance: Karl
Hip-Hop: Siva
Locker: Waran
Popper: Jeeva
Clubber: Dan

We gonna bring it like no one's seen before!
We got the moves that'll stop you're groove,
We got the style that's so worthwhile,
We got the looks that'll.....
Nahh we just got the looks. =)

I really like you..

First time i saw you,
I saw that spark in your eyes..
That shimmer i won't forget..
You're like an angel
sent from god to me..

Day and night you're on my mind
When we meet up, it's like heaven
though it don't last long
i treasure every second of it..

When you call me
a frown changes to a smile
because without you
my life is worthless..

All i ask for is
for you to really show me you care
i really like you baby
and i hope things could work out..

Now or never.

I make such a hard effort..
She treats me like anyone else..

I try to contact..
She hardy replies..

I call her..
She's at zouk..
The sound in her voice..
I know shes wasted..

I wanna go out with her..
She brings her friends..
All i ask for is some quality time..
Never got it..

I wanna hug her hi and goodbye..
Her guy friends get it, i don't..

BUT at the end of the day,
She said those things to me..
Those sweet sweet things..
But what can i believe?
Who can i trust?
Will she be loyal?

All i know is that im not in a good mood
all her 'friends' she meets at those places
are starting to get to me..
What has she done with them?
How close are they?
FUCK MAN FUCK

Time will tell..

So girl what you wanna see?
wanna see me get down on my knees?
wanna hear me beg u baby please?
wanna see me crying for mercy?

Oohhh girl wish i knew you're world..
I think im losing my head
over you girl!

Time will tell what i'll get out of this.
If my efforts were worthwhile..
If really i was appreciated..
If i really meant smth to her..
As for now, i'll keep going..
With all my heart, i swear.

East Coast Homies..

So gotta know this girl and her best friend.
Atiya and Carrie, 2 of the most awesome
girls i've ever met i swear! They are fucking
cool sia! Atiya is this whole hip-hop kinda
style girl, Carrie is Atiya's bestie with like
the awesomest most power hair u can ever
think of sia. It's like after 2 years i found friends
who actually click well! And they stay within a
5 mins radius from me LOL!


Thanks to Ro..
Asking me to come the other day.
Gotta know them. =)
Love u Lathi.

NDP 09' Rehearsal

Wing got tickets to the 09' NDP Rehearsal
So we went yesterday, 4th July..
The sun was hell..
The amount of people was crazy..
All in all it was a good experience..









Thanks dearest..

Share my world baby..

You are like an angel
sent to me from god
like a dream come true.
when i first laid eyes on you
fireworks sparked my inside
all i ever wanted from that day
was to see you again..
I was given that chance
and look where we are now
i wanna take you higher girl
higher than ever before
to fairytale land like in your dreams
where you'll be my princess
and we'll live happily ever after..
I'll take you to places you've never been
places you've never seen
Share my world with me baby
and i'll share yours too..

Dedicated song..

Wing dedicated this song to me =)
I'd lie by Taylor Swift

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs and

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He stands there then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breathe for you

He'd never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is, "My god, he's beautiful"
So I put on my make up and pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

Thanks alot wing =)