BALI!

It's the 28th morning
gloomy cloudy morning
rain is most probably expected..
Slept 2 hours last night after
stupidly knocking myself hyper
with a can of red bull at 2am, lol
People going to Bali,
Me
Marissa
Jens
Sofie
Dad
Mum

Me sis and dad are taking SIA
the other 3 are taking AirAsia
This is because me and sis
still got free tickets with SIA
that expires in december so
we are just going to use it haha..

Baby is in Bangkok now
Sounds like shes having a good time
and she bought us couple rings! omg
haha i miss her soooooo much

So 5 days in Bali i shall be
wonder how am i going to survive
without my tooshes, or maybe
i'll secretly get them somehow.
Hahahah bye peopleeeeeee!

Songs meant for her.

Sorry seems to be the hardest word - Blue
Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden
I dont wanna miss a thing - Aerosmith
Always - Bon Jovi
Bed of roses - Bon Jovi
Till we aint strangers anymore - Bon Jovi
I'll be there for you - Bon Jovi
In these arms - Bon Jovi
Thank you for loving me - Bon Jovi
Every rose has its thorn - Poison
Lay your body down on me - Poison
I lay my love on you - Westlife
If i let you go - Westlife
Mandy - Westlife
Swear it again - Westlife
I swear - All 4 One
Shape of my heart -Backstreet Boys
To be with you - Mr Big
Rosanna - Toto
Man in the mirror - Michael Jackson
The way u make me feel - Michael Jackson
Wonderful tonight - Eric Clapton
Listen to your heart - DHT
Paint my love - MLTR
25 minutes - MLTR
Every breath u take - The Police
My heart will go on - Celine Dion
Lets talk about love - Celine Dion
Because u loved me - Celine Dion
To love somebody - Bee Gees
Words - Bee Gees
You're the one that i want - Grease
My boo - Alicia Keys ft. Usher

AND LOADS LOADS MORE
I CAN GO ON FOREVER

These are for my Q809 homeboys!

These are for the good days guys
gonna miss you all when im gone
"And when im gone just carry on
dont go and rejoice everytime you
hear the sound of my voice" =)

My name is Siva
My dick so small
Hip-hop's my life
Sadly some sari lady's my wife

My name is Khairul
My brain so big
Programming's my life
Thank god guitar saves my life

My name is Jeeva
My skills so good
Tennis's my life
I'll be trashing Federer soon

My name is Waran
My style so cool
Joke's are my life
Gonna make a fool of myself soon

Baby i miss you..

Day and night you're on my mind
you fill my dreams all the time
it's you i think off in the morning light
wishing you were right there by my side
I know that we may be so far apart
but baby you know you're in my heart
I wish that we could meet every night
It's hard i know but we'll make it right?
I'll be with you till the very end
happy or sad i'm sure we'd have had
good moments and memories shared
I love you baby i know i can't rhyme
but i hope you feel the same way too.. <3

I love this song!

Love asked me to listen to this song
with the message,
"People may be against us eventually
but we'll prove them wrong"<3

With me by Sum 41

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go,
these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know,
'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone,
with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go,
these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know,
'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
(what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go,
these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know,
'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go,
these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know,
'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Where'd u go, i miss u so..

Spend more time with me, Love?

P.s I'm down with flu =(

Motocross, my dream..

I was watching a video just now..

The guy said this..
"I was a late bloomer,
the first time i actually turned
the throttle on a motorcycle
was when i was 19, period
first time i touched a bike
was when i was 19"

And now he is riding professional.
As in a CAREER a JOB
And that is my fucking dream.

Here i am ok just turned 18..
But i know how to ride a bike,
Been riding since 17?
furthermore i ride a dirt bike!
Man if he can make it so can i..

He also said..
"I worked my ass for for a bike
i worked my ass off for a truck
to carry my bike up and down to
the local tracks.. After awhile,
hooked up with some guys who had
ramps in their backyard"

All this only happens in U.S.
What does singapore have?!
No tracks, No ramps,
MAINLY, NO SUPPORT
Screw this country man
im moving out A.S.A.P

Can it last?.. hmmm

The one question i ask myself
Every morning when i wake up is..

"Does she love me?"

I know it may be wierd and all.
But i feel it's only right
that she shows more love for me..
She hardly says those sweet stuff
us guys would wanna hear..
And with her work and friends,
it's hard for us to have time..
I really would like u know to
change the concept of meetings..
I would like a more loving place
a more chilled environment..
Not town, with its many people,
and i mean i want a place where
we can actually express ourselves.

You know what,
maybe i just,
think too much.

My sweet little thing..

09/09/09
A Date to remember..

It started off with a normal
Wednesday Morning, the sun was out,
the sky was a nice shade of blue..
What else could we ask for?
The plan was to go to Z.O.U.K
at night with,
Wing
Danny
Germaine
Vanessa
and some others for a birthday..
We met at city hall at 7pm SUPPOSEDLY
but ended up around 7.20pm luh, u know..
So dinner was Macs at Raffles City uh..
Then when buying food, Wing asked me
"THE QUESTION" and i was like omg omg
omg omg omg omg wasn't i supposed to ask?
So i had a talk with Danny about you know
me wanting to ask her and stuff.. So when
i was on the phone they all member member
all go ask her to tell me to ask.. So she
said "I take my words back, i want you to ask"
(With that smirk and shy face, OMG SO CUTE)
haha so i was like ok i wanted to aniways..
But my plan was quite ruined cos before going
i went to a flower shop to get a rose, but NOOO
It had to be closed right?! But i still had the
intention to ask before going in zouk.. So before
going in they bought Chivas and germs had half
bottle vodka, finished it over some games like
truth or dare, 5-10 and a few others..
So we playing one game i dont know what its called,
you gotta start a sentence from the last word of the
previous sentence, go on and on until someone screws it.
E.G "Shaakir is so SEXY"
"SEXY is what i like"
So i planned with vanessa cos she was before me to say
something that ended with 'do' so i can say what i wanted
cos wing was after me, and when that moment came, i was like
"Do you wanna be my girlfriend?" and the game just became
silent in an instant, She started blushing so much, so red!
but she did not give an answer, the game just went on..
Haha after everything, she gave a 'speech' to everyone
and what they meant to her and all and she said that
the answer to my question is a yes. Omg i was the happiest
asshole for the 2 secs i tell you! So went into zouk,
had a good time, danced like mad, drenched in sweat.
Ahhh i love her so much, shes the world to me =)
Shes my sweet little thing, shes my pride and joy =)
Shes my sweet little baby, Im her little lover boy =)

SUNDAY!

So ytd went to vanessa's house
for movie marathon cum sleepover
watched 3 shows:
-Some thai ghost show
(Dont know the title)
-Haunting of connecticuit
(I think thats how it's spelt LOL)
-Take the lead

So there were 7 of us?
Vanessa of course
Marcus
Marissa
Germaine
Danny
Wing
Me

Omg it was so fun sia!
Like i see my sis's friends all
so united, life so happening..
They're like a family sia..

Got up 10.45am only to remember
i had my bike theory at 12.45pm!
So rushed to chinese gardens MRT
YES, CHINESE GARDENS!
Then i did not feel so good
I had the gag feeling and bad tummy ache
Mum picked me up from bedok and went CDC

Theory Lesson:
So luckily i made it on time
Went into the class and omg
i tell u the amount of MATS
and BENGS in that room...
It's like although you're
there for the same reason,
they look at you like
you're not invited here..
Damn those wierd assholes.
THE BEST PART WAS THE TEACHER
Omg he was a joke sia!
Firstly he spoke so softly,
half the people dozed off..
He made like SUPER LAME jokes
and laughed to himself every 5 secs
like hyperventilating kinda thing
although i burst out in giggles a few times
i felt bad for him, like it's his job
he is trying his best to make a living
and to teach people road safety..

What lively 2 days i had..

Sleepless Nights

The past few days have been killer sia..
It's like i want to sleep i cant.
Well mainly cos waiting for her call.
Making sure she's safe and sound.
Air-con died on me middle of the night.
Woke up in sweat to switch it on again.
Could not sleep after that though.
Knowing there's a bike prac u gotta do.
Have been using comp till wee hours.
Doing nothing but the usual.
Killing my eyes and health so badly.
I can feel it!

Fave Music!

MY TOP 10 FAVOURITE ARTISTS!

- Guns N Roses

- AC/DC

- Aerosmith

- Bon Jovi

- Michael Jackson

- Stevie Ray Vaughan

- Lynard Skynard

- Daddy Yankee

- Michael Learns To Rock

- SteelHeart

*Not in any particular order*

Me love u long long time..

Things with me and wing are going
SUPERB =) I'm really glad it is..

I used to think you're just another
girl who 'fucks off' when they meet
someone else, and though there were
setbacks, i guess the holes are covered
up for now.. I really would want things
to work out between us, i've never felt
such love for someone in a long time..
I know you have many guy friends,
I know definitely there are guys who like u,
I don't know if you're seeing any of them,
But this chance/opportunity im willing
to give to you, to trust you with your words..
I know my sister and some others are against
'US' for some reason or another, maybe from
their point of view of what you have done before,
im wasting my time/feelings but i feel otherwise..
I believe people change, i believe in second chances..
I hope it's not the wrong thing to do, but no matter
what, right now my heart's for you baby =)

We'll take things day by day as it comes..
Final destination was awesome!
Your hand was so smooth, haha
See u soon my dearest!