New Years Eve..

Bros for life.


So 2009 was a really wierdly awesome year
I can still remember that 31st Dec of 08'
Time flies i suppose, however,
Through the good and the bad we gotta move on..

In 2009, friends birthdays were awesome,
some got their licenses, some have cars,
some have girls.. Even i had a really
enjoyable birthday! Thanks to my ex..

It was the first time i went clubbing
when i was officially legal on the night itself!
On 09/09/09 I got together with Wing
Who i really loved and cared for a lot
I guess things just was not going well
and it ended on the 25/10/09..
Ahhh I wont say i miss it, but it kinda
gets me thinking bout everything..

Today is the 31st, last day of the year.
Planning to go overnight skating at the
all awesome Xtreme skatepark at ECP
and yes its freaking awesome!

Some resolutions i got in mind for 2010:
- Bike license 28th Jan
- Get my car license
- Get into desired course of RP
- Get a girlfriend
- Quit puffing (I pray hard)
- Become a better person
- Remain healthy always
- WORLD PEACE

Livin on a prayer..

Why are we seen as children of the underworld who are controlled with chains and buckles on our legs. We are given food and drink when needed but dragged around like mules in the hot burning sun. Cuts and bruises are neglected, hair is unkempt and smelling like ass. When the end draws near, the bright white light shines in our faces, everything goes blank, we think its a new dawn only to realise we're up there looking down at the ones who made us. We start to reflect on everything that has came and gone, images flashing through our minds rapidly from the first second the the very last, everything becomes chaotic, panic-stricken we run for our lives, the immense torture of the flames, The heat of the almighty sun, the power of the immortal sea, the inhumanity of the wind. Silence arises, we stare at each other blankly, babies crying, children screaming, our souls part and we leave the universe, all the way up to eternal darkness.



(*I dont know what i just wrote but it connected in my mind*)

100th Post..

This is the 100th post on my blog! cool..

Days have been very busy lately..

-18-20th had training for job
15-16 hour days including travel time..
All the way the other end from where i stay..
Met a lot of new friends..
Lack of sleep..
Gotta' know this super sweet and cute girl ^^

Been to and fro Sentosa 2 days in a row with USS mates
Uncle from aussie is here so spend some time there
Played guitar, had a really awesome time!
2nd day had a BBQ, yum yum..

Not really on good terms with my dad..
On the verge of exploding..
Sometimes he thinks i dont dare to but trust me i will..
He blackmails me bout my bike, so what?
He wants to argue with me over smallest things..
I come back 20 mins late he shouts at me..
Im not a kid anymore, all your tactics dont work.
Compromise and maybe it can be solved.
Now apparently im 'grounded'( HA HA HA)
And he thinks i wont dare walk out, what a joke!
As i said im not a kid, i got my own house keys..

On a brighter note,
Someone really special to me makes me all fluttery..
I really hope things can work out..
(*blush*)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Heal me, I'm heartsick..

Take these broken wings
And learn to fly again, learn to live free
When we hear the voices sing
The book of Love will open up and let us in

I'm really sure..

All i want for Christmas is you..

The past, The present..

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
But how can we say forever

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Forgive me.

All my dreams are lost, I'm wasting away..

And I thought You could be..

Such a long time since someone like yourself has crossed my path. You're everything, literally everything i would ever ask for. Not too little yet not perfection. And my heart just got torn apart hearing those words. What oh what am I doing wrong?

No need for a topic..

And after so long, I thought I could actually find someone like you, I guess i was wrong, again.

I cut my hair..

Universal Studios Singapore Job Interview..

It's been long since family has been asking me to get a job and i don't wanna get one because the most common one which always has availability is FnB which is crap literally. I have worked in 2 FnB outlets before and it's really cheap labour, even though 6 an hour seems like a reasonable product, the amount of work you do is just not up to par with it.

On wednesday's classifieds, i saw a big ad on walk in recruitment for the IR in sentosa and i was like hey, i think this might actually be fun? Went to the place at Redhill today only to find thousands of other hopefuls already in que and i was quite demoralised knowing what the odds are. So apparently i saw everyone filling in forms so i thought ok maybe they'll just shortlist some of us and call us back. But after filling up the forms, which took 45 mins, we had to go to a holding room. There we waited aimlessly for about an hour. So it finally was my turn for the interview and honestly i was freaking out because i really want the job as it's something i dont mind doing and it being so near to my place even better still when i get my bike license. During the interview i tried my best to answer spontaneously and apparently i got in! =) went to another room for human resource which took another approximately 45 mins. Finally everything was over..

My training starts on the 18th for 3 days and the park opens early Jan. Yay =)

A Night With Jon..

So Jon's parents are overseas
For 24 god damn days!
He still has about 18 days alone i think
And it's freakin awesome!
So tmr we start school same time
So i thought why not keep the poor boy company
And stay overnight with him..

He actually invited the usuals for dinner
Cooked an awesome meal! Love him
All the ladies out there, he is the man!
Then played cards while blasting music on his amp
Tried out some gay clubbing moves LOL
Then wanted to play l4d2 but sadly
one shop was closed
the other did not have the game
so ended up talking bout life under block
AS USUAL haha getting emo and serious

Tmr we start at 9 and this bitch is always late
so im gonna make him get to sch punctual for once
He is gonna experience what i do in the mornings
hahaha so im gonna shake him up if he snoozes
and he is so gonna cry man! Bloody fun.

A Girl From The Past..

20 months ago
I first laid eyes on you
The sweetest ever in my life
One I could actually be with
Without much complication
Who would love me so much
And would compromise with me..

We started off small
Little chats that sparked
Online till wee hours
That spark became a flame
We got closer each day..

I remember the time when we went for orientation camp
I remember the time when we were strangers
I remember the time when we stared at everyone blankly
I remember the time when we introduced ourselves
I remember the time when we bonded through games
I remember the time when i said my first sentence to you
I remember the time when i first held your hand in a game
I remember the time when camp ended and we separated
I remember the time when i got your number
I remember the time when i added you on Msn
I remember the time when we chatted everyday
I remember the time when we texted everyday
I remember the time when we took webcam pics in IT sch
I remember the time when I went to the bbq cos you went
I remember the time when we sat by the beach playing guitar
I remember the time when you eyes sparkled looking into mine
I remember the time when we chilled out after school
I remember the time when we webcam till 5am
I remember the time when we wrote upside down on papers on webcam
I remember the time when you said you'll always be there for me
I remember the time when you said you loved me
I remember the time when I was head over heels for you

And i also
I remember the time when it all ended
I remember the time when I did not ask you the question
I remember the time when we ignored each other
I remember the time when you got a boyfriend
I remember the time when when I felt like an asshole
I remember the time when I felt guilty
I remember the time when I blew my chance when it was there
I remember the time when I was begging god for one more chance

But now
Thinking back of the past
And what a dickhead i was
I really hope you forgive me
I really hope you give me that chance
I did not ask you the question cos i was immature
I did not want to commit, I dont know why
You were the sweetest
Most adorable girl
That ever crossed my path
I am sincerely really really sorry
And I want to say
Zahra,
I
Really
Really
With
All
My
Heart
Love
You
And
Promise
That
I
Will
Never
Ever
Be
Such
An
Asshole
Again