F.A.C.T

Sometimes, the only way of learning to appreciate is when it's gone.

Army song

Purple Light

Purple Light,
In the valley,
That is where,
I want to be,
With my friends,
true companions,
With my rifle and my buddy and me.

IFC sibei jialat
5BX lagi worse,
Everyday,
doing PT,
With my rifle and my buddy and me.

Booking out,
See my girlfriend,
Saw her with,
Another man,
Kill the man,
Take my girlfriend,
With my rifle and my buddy and me.

ORD,
Back to studies,
Got degree,
So happy,
Cant forget,
Still remember,
With my rifle and my buddy and me.

Purple light,
At the warfront,
That is where,
My body lies,
If i die,
Will-you-bury-me,
with my rifle and my buddy and me.

I Just Dont Under Fucking Stand.

Whatever you did, just showed me how much I truly mean to you. Period. You left me hanging. What did I do to deserve such treatment.

Dreams....

It's so hard when you know you want something but you can't get it so you find an alternative which only satisfies you to a certain extent but still you got that big dream stuck in your head finding all sorts of opportunities to come out..

Yes for me, I've always wanted to do motocross, sadly this country is the wrong one. There is no proper place to do anything, bikes are so expensive, maintainence is so expensive etc.. I used to own a KTM 200 dirt bike(Which was the bike of my dreams)but over time i realised, petrol drinks too much, regular servicing is required and mainly the ride is uncomfortable for long distances.. After much thought put into it, my dad asked me the question if i wanted to keep it or find an alternative.. He explained to me its not practical which i agree with.. My heart wanted to keep it, really really badly but i decided hey maybe dad's right..

Eventually bought an Aprilia RS-125 which has no doubt been a superb bike, but everytime i see dirt bikes on the road, i just get amazed by the beauty of it, the sound of it, the whole image i always wanted.. And when i look back, i've never considered being a GP racer.. I've always imagined myself jumping sand dunes or at the local track stuff like that.. It's hard to accept the fact that i gave that bike up.. Maybe in future, I'll fulfill it..

Westlife - The Rose

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you its only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose

Awesome song..

What are we supposed to do
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone

There is nothing left to prove
No use to deny this simple truth
Can't find the reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone

Always - Bon Jovi

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

I really dont know what to name this.

PLEASE MAKE MY FUCKING DAY WORSE.

Valentine's day is coming..

Love is the biggest promise you can ever make and the worst one you can break..
The only ones that are worth your tears are the ones who won't make you cry..
Wait for the girl who turns to her friends and says "That's him.."

You say you can't stand to see me get hurt... So do you close your eyes when you hurt me?

Will there be another?

Sunshine after sunshine
I think bout everything
From the smallest of things
To the biggest of issues
The priorities i have
What means more to me
Who can i trust
Who is worth being there for
What can i do to make things better
But most importantly i always ask myself
What about now?

We tend to think so far ahead
That we just forget now
We ignore the people around us
We take them for granted
We do what we feel like
Not knowing it may affect our future
Live life like it's your last day
Take it as you'll never wake
Ever thought about it?
If you had a day left what would you do?

I've heard many versions of answers
Some touching, some plain stupid
Would you stay home with parents?
Would you go out with friends?
Would you stay all alone?
There is no right or wrong answer
The ball is in your court
Life comes once
You make the decisions
You decide the now, the later, the future
Wrong decisions might haunt you
So think carefully =)

TP Passing day!

MOUNT FABER
PETROL KIOSK
TAMPINES COURT
TAMPINES COURT

*Credits to QY for the pictures =)

Somebody gonna get hurt real bad..

Actions speak louder than words.

Simply said.

Things left behind..

You used to mean my everything
You used to be the air in my lungs
You used to be the girl in my dreams
You used to be someone I'd die for
Basically You used to be my everything.

Now thinking back
I realise what an idiot i was
I can't believe i waited
Waited so long, LONG
For nothing to even happen
You told me once
You told me twice
You told me 3 times
But I still stood firm
Believing in that chance

Finally after years gone by
I have accepted it
Moved on and left it behind
But a part of me won't go
Even till this day i admit
Seeing you still makes me numb
There's just smth bout you
That sparks my fire

Soon enough I'll be gone
I doubt we'll ever meet again
You have your life, I got mine
It's not going to be easy on me
Leaving such a big part behind
But I guess that's how life goes
You're the first girl i cried for
And the first i cried over
If you know who you are
I'm having a farewell
On 1st - 3rd of March
Bungalow chalet at Changi
Hope to see you there..

How long more?

11 Days Baby!

RS 125

If only money fell from the sky..

Grrr my Nissan S15 is screaming my name!

The past gets left behind again..

365 days in a year
Be it
playing
sleeping
eating
drinking
schooling
movies
outings
sports
leisure
etc..

And when we go through the motion
of everyday life, we tend to be like
"urgh so many more days to go"
Counting down to your birthday
Or a friends birthday
Or a special occasion
But we dont realise that the hours
becomes minutes to seconds and
that every second determines what
we decide to do next..

2009 has been quite an ok year for me
well a pretty normal one in fact..

But now a whole new year awaits
whole new load of shit i gotta do
lots more surprises and obstacles
but thats what makes life worth living right?
If life was routined, everyone would be suiciding.
So just go with the flow and think positively =)