A Girl From The Past..

20 months ago
I first laid eyes on you
The sweetest ever in my life
One I could actually be with
Without much complication
Who would love me so much
And would compromise with me..

We started off small
Little chats that sparked
Online till wee hours
That spark became a flame
We got closer each day..

I remember the time when we went for orientation camp
I remember the time when we were strangers
I remember the time when we stared at everyone blankly
I remember the time when we introduced ourselves
I remember the time when we bonded through games
I remember the time when i said my first sentence to you
I remember the time when i first held your hand in a game
I remember the time when camp ended and we separated
I remember the time when i got your number
I remember the time when i added you on Msn
I remember the time when we chatted everyday
I remember the time when we texted everyday
I remember the time when we took webcam pics in IT sch
I remember the time when I went to the bbq cos you went
I remember the time when we sat by the beach playing guitar
I remember the time when you eyes sparkled looking into mine
I remember the time when we chilled out after school
I remember the time when we webcam till 5am
I remember the time when we wrote upside down on papers on webcam
I remember the time when you said you'll always be there for me
I remember the time when you said you loved me
I remember the time when I was head over heels for you

And i also
I remember the time when it all ended
I remember the time when I did not ask you the question
I remember the time when we ignored each other
I remember the time when you got a boyfriend
I remember the time when when I felt like an asshole
I remember the time when I felt guilty
I remember the time when I blew my chance when it was there
I remember the time when I was begging god for one more chance

But now
Thinking back of the past
And what a dickhead i was
I really hope you forgive me
I really hope you give me that chance
I did not ask you the question cos i was immature
I did not want to commit, I dont know why
You were the sweetest
Most adorable girl
That ever crossed my path
I am sincerely really really sorry
And I want to say
Zahra,
I
Really
Really
With
All
My
Heart
Love
You
And
Promise
That
I
Will
Never
Ever
Be
Such
An
Asshole
Again