Can my days get any worse?

These days have been one of the hardest
in my life.. School,Friends,Family,Girls LIFE...

-School: There are people who you are close with
and the ones who are just hi-bye.. Some you think
are good friends, but turn out to be fuckheads. Some
are assholes on the outside, but really nice inside..
Some just has issues, like really mentally retarded
problems, down right insane. Some don't know when to
just grow up and act their age. You know what i mean.

-Friends: Although you know they're there for you
they dont show it, like what used to be an everlasting
thing is now just like normal buddies. That bond has
just disappeared. All like got their own life already.
New friends come, old ones are forgotten.

-Family: Been very rough these days in the house.
Dad is flipping at the slightest things like shoes being
5 degrees off straight, or me coming home 3 mins late.
I mean cmon im 18 dont fucking treat me like im 10.
I've really had enough of taking all the crap. One day
i'll just blow. I told them before, they're lucky i did
not turn out to be like how so many people are,
who dont give a shit bout their parents, who dont
know what is respect, who treat the house like a hotel,
who is out getting drunk and wasting their life. And yet
the slightest things i ask for cannot be given.

-Girls: She's being a bitch. I'm on the verge of breaking
down but it comes to the point where i find it useless?
I dont see the point of wasting my emotions, One day
can make me feel like i mean something, the next day its
like im a stranger. She says she is depressed, i call many
times yet no answer. Ones of these days she'll call me as if
nothing has happened, give the usual, "oh i was busy" thing.
Man what the fuck am i? Some rebound/dustbin kinda thing
Think about other's feelings before absorbing in your dreamland.